Re: Just A Number..

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 8:29 pm

"I dunno.. he loved your long hair but if this is how you had it before then he might like it."

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 8:31 pm

"My hair was usually this short...."
He remembered Kevin....When he had Jr he wanted his cut but he didnt do it.
Speaking of Kevin....

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 8:37 pm

"Well then I'm sure he'll loev it. He'd love anything you did with your hair." Rick nodded.

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 8:43 pm

'Hey, I need to talk to you about Kevin too Baby." He sat down with a small sigh.

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 8:47 pm

"About what Mikey?" He frowned lightly.

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 8:51 pm

"Having Jr put too much strain on his Kidneys...."
He would need surgery or dialysis.

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 8:52 pm

"And...?" Rick asked, getting very worried.

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 9:26 pm

"He will need a new kindey...And until then he will be on Dialysis...."
Mike hated it for him,.

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 9:31 pm

"No....." Not again. Not his baby being hurt again.....

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 9:45 pm

"Rick...Im so sorry but with Kevin it will always be like this and he knows that..." Kevin was very aware.

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 9:47 pm

And Rick hated it....
He loved Kevin to death and knew Kevin couldn't help it but...

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 9:51 pm

"Baby...."
Mike wondered what was going through Rick's mind at that moment.

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 9:53 pm

Everytime they fixed one problem there was another and it was driving Rick insane....
Why couldn't he be the one with the problems? He'd rather be hurting all the time...

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 9:57 pm

"Rick....Baby please tell me your not thinking of leaving him because of it are you? I know he has all these problems but...Your the only thing that seems to get him through it all..."

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 9:58 pm

"No, never Mike I just..." It was killing him. He drug a hand across his face.

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:06 pm

Mike sighed.
"Baby....He can't help it...He really can't. He does not want all this but....Its just how it is...

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:08 pm

"I know he can't. But that doesn't make it easier does it?"

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:13 pm

"No....But Rick.....Baby...."
He looked down.
"What will you do. He will always be like this....Always..."

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:15 pm

"I don't fucking know momma. I'm going to go insane...."

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:21 pm

"Rick...."
Kevin was leaning against the door, listening to them.
"Baby what does that mean? You can't take it? Are you regretting him?"

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:22 pm

"No of course I don't regret him Mike. I just... you don't know what this does to me." No one did... Alex was perfectly healthy..

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:25 pm

"Oh Rick....Baby its hard on him too, he is the sick one, he knows he is driving you crazy, he knows he cant give you kids like you want, he knows he is fucked up and he knows he makes it hard...."

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:28 pm

"I know you care about him so much. You're his momma. But... its different for me..." Kevin was his lover...

by **Mike Mizanin** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:33 pm

"Rick baby....Im worried for you too....What are you doing? What is it when you say its driving you crazy?"

by **Zac McGuire** Fri Feb 18, 2011 10:34 pm

"I can't fucking take it Mike. I'm going to go insane. I already started to when he was out after giving birth to Junior. I started fucking talking to myself."

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