He Will Be Loved

Kevin looked up at Zac but said nothing as Gabriel covered him with his blanket.

"Momma, can I talk to you?" Zac sighed, taking his mother's hand.

Kevin frowned but nodded, squeezing Zacs hand.

"I wrote this for you and Quincy I guess...." He rubbed his neck. His songs were really quite good but he hated performing them for people.
"I don't know just where I'm going
And tomorrow is a little overwhelming
And the air is cold and I'm not the same anymore.

I've been running in your direction for too long now,
Lost my own reflection and I can't look down
If you're not there to catch me when I fall.

If this is the moment I stand here on my own,
If this is my right of passage that somehow leads me home,
I might be afraid but it's my turn to be brave.

All along, all I ever wanted was to be the light
When your life was daunting but I can't see mine,
When I feel as though you're pushing me away.

Well who's to blame? Are we making the right choices?
'Cause we can't be sure, if we're hearing our own voices,
As we close the door, even though we are so desperate to stay.

If this is the moment I stand here on my own,
If this is my right of passage that somehow leads me home,
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I might be afraid but it's my turn to be brave.
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye,
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life,
I can't be afraid 'cause it's my turn to be brave.

And I might still cry,
And I might still bleed,
These thorns in my side,
This heart on my sleeve.
And lightening my strike this ground at my feet,
And I might still crash,
But I still believe...

This is the moment I stand here all alone,
With everything I have inside, everything I own,
I might be afraid but it's my turn to be brave.
If this is the last time before we say goodbye,
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life,
I can't be afraid it's my turn to be brave."

Kevin was in tears by the time the song was over. His baby.....

Zac hugged his mother tightly.
"I love you momma...."

Kevin sniffled, hugging Zac tightly.
"M-My baby!" He sobbed.

Zac hugged him closer, starting to cry himself.

"I-I dont want you to go!"
Kevin cried loudly.

"Oh momma..." He sighed softly. "Tomorrow is gonna be the first day of the rest of my life... I'm growing up.." He continued to hug him

"B-but...."
Kevin only had him for four years.

"Momma imma visit probably every week. I'll call you every night to tell you I love you..."

Kevin simply cried harder.
"I-I only got your for four years....." Kevin whispered in this hurt wavering voice.

"If I would've known what a great family I had waiting for me I'd have been here a lot sooner, trust me." Zac sighed.

"B-But you werent and now your leaving me again!" Kevin sobbed. .

"To be with the love of my life momma." He rubbed his back.

"Hell, I-I meet the love of my life b-but im still here..."
What would Mike do without him.

Zac sighed.
"It's different momma. Daddy loves living here. Quincy acts like he does but I know he misses Aaron and he feels uncomfortable sometimes with Daddy and grampa..."

"B-But your mine...H-He can't take my baby from me...."
Kevin was the one who let it happen...
He let them be together.
He covered for Zac.
And now Quincy was taking him away.

"Momma he isn't taking me. I promise I'll visit...." He sighed softly.

"He is taking you! A-After all the shit I put up with and he is fucking stealing you away from me!" Kevin sobbed into his son's chest.

"Momma he isn't taking me..." Zac cooed, sighing as he kissed his mother's temple.

Kevin shook his head and pressed closer to his baby.
Quincy sighed softly.
"Zac baby...Maybe you should stay..."
He had already hurt Kevin so much...

"No baby, I'm set on this." Zac sighed softly, nodding.

'Zac...."
Quincy watched Kevin quietly, shaking his head.