Invisible...Am I?

"Baby that isn't how I meant it." Alex sighed. "It means he's made me the happiest but also caused me the most pain and I think he'd say the same about me.."

"Then why leave him.....Why leave me.....Both of us.....You just left...." Kevin sniffled, cuddling close.

"I'm sorry baby... I'm so sorry..." Alex sighed, rocking him back and forth.

Kevin hiccuped and nodded. "H-He killed me....and he....he demanded me to call him daddy......Wh-When I didnt I was punished....A-And momma refused to have babies with him because of you a-and thats why Kendrick cut him like that a-and...H-He didnt even get to see you before he died."

"Oh baby..." Alex shook his head. "After the funeral... I'm gonna do to him everything he did to you.."

"I-I....I WANT MY MOMMA!!!" Kevin pressed close to his father, squalling miserably.

"I want him too baby... so bad...."

"I-I would so a-anything! J-Just to see him again!! I-I just....o-one more time...." Kevin cried painfully.

"M-me too... I never g-got to say g-goodbye..." Alex cried

The day of the funeral came. Kevin and Biddy had made sure everything was has their mother would have wanted it. Everyone was there....it was open casket...They had a screen behind it for videos, a several pictures of the man sat around the casket. He was in his wedding tux, Kevin would have his father put the ring on later and he had one picture of Mike and Alex when they were both happy and a picture of Mike with all his babies in the casket with him.

Alex was in his tux too, Lane's ring was in his pocket. He'd taken it off a while ago. Tears streamed down his face.

Kevin was a sobbing mess. Later they would have a little tribute for the man they all came to say goodbye too.

Everyone was there. Chris and Dustin, David and Dewayne, Quinton and Matt, Zac and Quincy and all the octuplets...

Biddy sat with Blake, looking around for Rick and His brother. He knew Kevin was at the end of his rope. Dustin stood, going to the podium and smiling though his onslaught of tears.

"Howdy, Im Dustin McDaniels...." He didnt know all the people so best to introduce himself. "I was Mike's first love, and in this tribute me and my brothers, Quincy and Quinton have given all the pictures from the oldest one to his early twenties. Alex and his children, Mikes soulmate and their babies, gave the rest. " He nodded, hit play and let it go.

First off were pictures of a small baby, wrapped in a blue blanket with a larger child sitting with it. The new born looked pissed, the two year old was giggling, it was a picture of Mike and Dustin only a few hours after he had been born.

Surprisingly, Rick was crying the most. Everyone was crying but Rick was in hysterics, blubbering like a newborn infant, practically throwing a tantrum.

The next one was just a small baby, a little rattle in his hand, bright blue eyes looking into the camera and a small tuff of light brown hair atop its little head. Dustin laughed, choking on his tears. Mike had been a happy baby...

Alex bit his lip, smiling softly as tears strolled down his cheeks.

Next was a little video of four boys, the smallest sucking his thumb while the biggest, a child with curly black hair Made faces at him and the other two, perfect reflections of the other sat and copied the baby. The game was annoy little Mikey. It went for only a minute before the baby took his thumb away, wiped his spit on the oldest and made him go about yelling "Icky." And for him to crack the twins in the head with his little fist, stand and then toddle off.

This earned a few tear filled laughs from everyone. Mike was always so feisty, even as a small child. Alex missed that... he missed everything about him...

Next was another video, now it was clearly Mike, Dustin, Quincy, Quinton, Mr and Mrs Quinton and a horse, on a farm. Mike was only around four, the twins five and Dustin a whooping six years old. The horse was beautiful and the children was having a ball, they wanted to ride it. Mr.McDaniels brought it home for his oldest son Dustin. Even though he wanted to ride his new horse, he smiled at Mike. Mike was the smallest, scrawny, brown hair sticking up everywhere. His cheeks a deep pink, and his bright blue eyes clashing as the older boy pecked his cheek and let him on the horse first, Mr.McDaniels took Mike around on the horse while Dustin ran beside them and the twins sat with their mother.

As the videos played, Rick's bawling hadn't stopped one bit. Chris had gone over to calm him down and was now kneeling beside him, keeping quiet as possible to not disturb everyone even though he was in pain... Rick had kicked him in the nuts.

Next one Mike look around eleven, he was in a picture, holding a little puppy that licked his face, he wore that sweet smile, mirth shining clear in his eyes.

Alex rolled his eyes at the two brothers, stepping over and pushing them apart, Rick on one side of the area and Chris on the other. He then turned back to the screen, smiling at his exhusbands face..

Next was Mike and Lane, In a little series of photos with them making funny faces and giggling lie idiots, teenagers,.

Rick snarled at seeing Lane, glaring and looking as if he was going to maul the screen. Alex shook his head as he sat beside Rick, holding him as he watched the screen.