Invisible...Am I?

"Love you Mikey..." Alex leaned down and kissed his lips softly before following Biddy.

Biddy got Blake and Austin, taking his family to the home his mother had worked to build. He did it his self, took him forever but he did it...
Biddy opened the door, looking around. It was...clean like Mike had kept it....up every morning at six, before everyone else....asleep after everyone else....He cleaned, cooked, played doctor, loved them all....He was so amazing. Only things different were the rose pedals everywhere....the table had been set and now it was old and dusty, the candle long since burned itself out. Biddy shook his head and squeezed his fathers hand.

Alex looked down, shuffling his feet. His heart constricted painfully.

Biddy handed Blake the children, asking him to hold them while he took care of his farther.
"Daddy its okay. He did this because he loved you....." Biddy tugged him into their room...His and Mike's room....The bed hadnt been touched since Alex had last laid in it. Still more rose pedals sat on the bed.
"Get some rest big man, we will see you in the morning." Biddy kissed his cheek and walked back to Blake.

Alex laid down and cried himself to sleep.
Blake was trying to calm Jayden but it was no use... the baby was throwing a tantrum.

Austin crawled over and hugged the larger baby.
"Tis otay Jayben. Ew tan sweep wit us tonwight..."
Biddy nodded and picked the two babies up. "C'mon, bed for us all." He laid down, a kid on either side of him and Blake.

Jayden sniffled and crawled over to cuddle with Austin.

Biddy stopped him, frowning at the child and the over at his own who was snuggling with Blake. "Jayden.....baby....."

Jayden whimpered.
"S-sowwy..." Austin made him feel better...

Biddy sighed, kissing his forehead.
"Its alright....you can sleep with him tonight...." He sat Jayden beside Austin.

It was late....Kevin had a nightmare....He heard voices and knew his family was here. It took him a while to finally do it but he got up, kissing Rick's cheek, he made his way out of his room and to his parents room, peeking his head in. Yes, no matter what Kevin said he loved Alex and Alex was his superman, his daddy....
Kevin eased himself into the bed on his mothers side, watching his father sleep before finally cuddling close.

"Fank you..." Jayden sniffled, cuddling up to Austin.

Alex opened one eye, smilign tiredly at his son.

Austin turned over and hugged Jayden as tight as he could with his small arms.
"Hey Jayben....."

Kevin sighed, kissing his cheek.
"You know I love you....no matter what I say daddy.....I do love you so much..."

"HI Owstin." Jayden smiled softly through tears as he hugged the smaller child..

"I hope so baby... cause I always love you with all my heart...." Alex sighed.

"Where ish mamaw Mwikey?" He didnt know....he was just a little baby.

Kevin sighed, hugged his father.
"Look.....Daddy.....With me I cant be hurt like momma can. I break faster than he does. You promised not to leave and you did.....I couldnt take it....your lover killed my momma....Its all fucked up but no matter what I love you....I always love you daddy.....I say things I dont mean....You gotta know im just being a bitch..."

"He's gone!" Jayden cried, frwoning.

"Baby... I deserve it..." He sighed. "I just... dont' think I'm gonna go back to Lane..."

Austin blinked at him, confused. "Whewer to?"
Biddy picked Jayden up and kissed his forehead.
"He dosent understand Jayden....."
"No.....I hope you dont because I cant be around him and I need you....Now more than ever daddy." Kevin needed him because his mother was long gone but even before that he needed Alex.

"I know..." Jayden sniflfed, hugging his brother with his tiny arms.

"I love you sweety... I need you too..." Alex nodded, kissing his forehead.

Austin still didnt get it. He just pecked Jayden's cheek and looked around curiously.

"Hey daddy.....You think momma is watching us?" Kevin looked around the room, filled with Mike's things.

"I think he is baby..." Alex nodded. "If he is.. I love you Mikey... I'm so sorry..."

And Mike was watching before he was done something with. He was supposed to be reincarnated but until then he was watching his family. He kissed Alex, of coarse he was a ghost....again....and he hated it but he was so happy Alex and Kevin were together.
"Its okay baby. I love you too."

Alex felt nothing but he knew Mike was there.
"I miss you baby.... everyone does..."

Mike nodded, sitting on the bed.
"I just came to say goodbye to you guys. You know I miss you to. Thank you for getting Kevin before Kendrick came back."

Alex sighed softly as he laid back down and held Kevin close.
"He's here sweety..."

"Huh? H-How do you know?" Kevin looked around the room. "I-I dont see anything daddy..." But he didnt feel like they were alone.

"I.. don't see him but I can feel it baby..." Alex nodded to himself.