Invisible...Am I?

"Can I please hug you... love you...? I'm so sorry..."

"You fucking should be!!! What did I do anyways?" He rose his head to see Blake, scooting close to his lover and resting his head on Blake's shoulder.

"I... it was the whole Rick thing... you disappeared... late at night... I thought..."

"You thought.....You thought.....WHAT DID YOU FUCKING THINK BLAKE?" Biddy was beside himself.

"I thought you were cheating on me." Blake sighed. "... were you?"

Biddy screamed.'FUCK NO! Rick was outside the door!! I was on the fucking roof! You were talking to him when I came down to get my baby!! I can't cheat on ANYONE because I know what it feels like to have your lover, go out, get a whore, bring them back and FUCK them in a bed we share!! Besides that I just fucking loved you to much to WANT anyone else...."Blake had punished him for no reason.

"I just...was upset cause of how much you love that fucking asshole and... I... I've turned into a bigger asshole than him..."

Biddy scooted away from him, wiping his eyes roughly."Glad to know im so loved and trusted."

Blake sighed.
"I do lvoe you... so much..."

:"Yeah, thats why you fucking ignore me....Even on our anniversary...." Biddy was heart broken.

"I was planning on giving in in a bit.. I'm sorry..."

"Yeah, you should be, Im going to bed. No....Im going to my....fathers....Ill be home soon but I just....I cant see you right now." He stood and put on a coat, cursing as his tears continued.

"Biddy baby... which dad's house? Alex or...." The one who beat him? He wouldn't allow that...

"None of your business right now but you know.....Imma go see the father who is alone and nod with his new husband and one children. Imma go see Mr.Brey."

"No... I'm coming with or following you or something... he's not good..."

"He is my father and your staying here. Night." He walked out the door.

Blake grabbed Austin and walked out the door after him.

Biddy sighed."You stop it....Im serious...You have done enough. I would rather get beat then stay with you tonight."

"Well even if you hate me I won't let you get beat." Blake said firmly.

"Your not coming." He walked to his fathers, tears pouring down his cheeks.He wanted Alex....

But Blake followed anyways, not letting Biddy out of his sight.

Biddy found his fathers home, opening the door and locking it behind him.His father was not pleased to see him. Biddy only came here because he missed Alex and his real father was the only one he had left.

Blake was close to breaking a window or the door down but he settled on watching through the window. If he hurt Biddy he'd find a way in.

Mr.Brey was hurting him though, berating him for thinking he would ever be anything more than a bastard child.Biddy cried harder.And he laughed at his son, picking at him but Biddy sat there.He wanted Alex,,,,

And just the tears had Blake kicking down the door.
He walked in like he owned the place, hugging Biddy close.