Wrapped In Rain, Surrounded By Pain

"Angel. Answer me." He stood and looked him over. He just had this feeling in the pit of his stomach... and it wasn't good.

Angel shook his head and shrugged again. He was not speaking to him, he couldn't.....
He simply sighed and hugged Gabriel.
In truth it had not been the same....he had thought about Gabriel alot while with Brayden....

Gabriel pushed him back and swallowed hard. He smelled like sex. And Gabriel hadn't raped him in over a week. He looked tired, worn out...
A knot tied in his stomach as he looked him over.
"Who the hell fucked you?"

Angel blinked at him and sighed softly.
"Made love...." He whispered softly.

Gabriel felt like someone punched him in the gut. All the breath was knocked out of him and his eyes watered. THIS was what he had meant when he told Angel he was scared of him. Angel had his heart whether he knew it or not. And Gabriel hated it.
"Brayden?" It was a statement not a question...

Angel nodded, looking up at Gabriel.
"We had a fight a while ago....He came over when I was hiding under Higgy's couch. Got me out. Said he wanted to make love to me, I said I wanted it too." He paused, he wouldnt mention how all he could think of was Gabriel unless he needed too...He didnt want to admit it.

Gabriel nodded.
"Wonderful. Hope you had fun. I'm going out for the night." Anywhere. He needed away from Angel. Right now.

Angel blinked at him.
"It was fun....Sweet....but I was having problems in my head the whole time."

"Great. I'll be back." He walked out the door as if he was leaving. But he only sat right outside the door, putting his head in his hands.

Angel stood there, he went to the other side and sat against it, listening.
Angel knew where Gabriel was, he had to know when he loved like he did with this man.

Gabriel was debating on who's house to go to, Kyndal's or Gabriel's... he just needed a friend right now. Minutes later he knocked on the door to Zac and Quincy's house.

Quincy stood and went to the window, seeing who it was and cursing. He nudged Zac.
"Hide Cade in our room, Gabriel's here and he wont go in there, tell him to be quiet." He nodded and went Ahead, going and getting the boy from Vikki and Colbie, he sat him in the room with Zac and locked the door from the inside before answering the door.
"Hello."

Gabriel cracked his neck.
"Is Gabe here?" He asked

Quincy nodded.
"He aint feeling good so you had better be good to him. I love my babies...." He let Gabriel in and lead him to his son's room. He knocked softly and waited until Gabriel's pale face appeared.
"Company." He nodded to Gabriel before leaving the two alone."

"Hey babe. How ya feelin?" Gabriel asked, ruffling the sick boy's hair.

Gabriel hugged the larger man tightly and shook his head.
"Like shit...." He murmured.

"Eh then I won't bother ya with my shit." He noded and hugged him to his chest.

Gabriel looked up at him with a frown.
"Talk to me. Come on, Calvin is with Steven at the hospital." He

"You're sick babe." He frowned, kissing his hair.

"Yes and your upset. Come on." He tugged Gabriel into the room and shut the door. He sat down and pulled the larger man with him, curling in his lap.
"Talk."

"Angel made love with Brayden tonight." He avertd his eyes.

Gabriel sighed and nodded, hugging his friend.
"I knew this was coming...Gabriel baby come on, let it out if you need to. Just me and you here and out of all the people you never have to be big and strong infront of me. I know baby."

"My... everything fucking hurts and I don't like it." He sighed.

Gabriel nodded, sitting up and looking into his friends eyes.
"Well, you talk to me, let it out, then we will do something about this okay?"

"I just... I love him and... I know I hurt him and I guess... he has a right to do whatever he awnts after all I do to him but He says he loves me so.... why would he want to hurt me? I... if he loves me why does he need someone else? Does it count as cheating? He's called me his lover before...he'd throw a fit if I slept with you or Kyndal... so... I don't know." He covered his eyes and let a tear or two fall. "Why the fuck did I have to go and love him?"