Wrapped In Rain, Surrounded By Pain

Gabriel seemed to think this over.
"I don't know. I really don't..." and with that he was gone.

Gabriel laid in bed for a long while, wondering if he would give Calvin to have Gabriel back.

Gabriel wondered around outside awhile before going home.

Angel had locked himself in the bathroom. He was crying while washing out his hole.

Gabriel sat on the bed and slowly began to cry himself. He hated it but he didn't think Angel was in the house so he let himself.

Angel heard him, he sat for a moment before getting out and wrapping a towel around himself before padding into the room. He watched for a moment before dropping to his knees infront of his lover.
"Im sorry..."

Gabriel cursed adn shook his head at Angel.
"Just don't Angel.."

Angel got close, taking his large hand in both his small ones.
"Gabriel.....I-I......I didn't realize it would hurt you...I mean....You sell me all the time. I just....You never seem to care when they are paying for me...if it makes you feel any better I couldn't enjoy it fully...all I did was think of you..."

"ITs different when I sell you... I even hate that anymore. Haven't you noticed I don't do it anymore? You've called me your lover... said I was yours and I couldn't touch Kyndal or Gabriel... you realize you cheated on me? I mean maybe I deserved it but... don't lie to me." He yanked his hand away.

Angel bowed his head.
"Im not lying...."

"Whatever Angel. I'm going to sleep." He laid down and clenched his eyes shut.

Angel stared with a heavy heart and nodded.
"Im um....Okay..." He went and packed his bags. He had cheated and it just now hit him. He couldn't do this to his Gabriel...couldnt hurt him...

Gabriel had never felt so weak and betrayed.... well one other time but no one knew of that. But he had never felt this heart broken...

And put his things by the door and walked to the bed. He sighed and sniffled.
"I-I....know I dont deserve it but...Can I have a kiss goodbye?"

"You're leaving?" Gabriel asked with a sigh.

Angel frowned.
"Wh-What else? You dont want me now....I-I hurt you and I cant...I-Im sorry. I wont go to Brayden...I-I have a home of my own..."

"Angel if I didn't want you I wouldn't be so upset..." He shook his head.

"B-But I hurt you and....." He didnt know...He had never done this before, he didnt know how to handle it.

"Don't hurt me more by leaving..." He sighed.

Angel climbed into the bed and hugged Gabriel.
"Im sorry....I-I did think of you...the whole time....It didnt feel right....I know im supposed to love Brayden more but....."

"ANgel just... dont. Not right now." He shook his head. "Just let me sleep it off. We'll talk in the morning."

"No...thats not what im supposed to do. I fucked up and im trying to fix it..." He sighed.

"You CANT fix it Angel alright? At least not now..." He sighed.

"But...I....I love you..." He was helpless....

"Dont say that now either." He shook his head.