From The Inside Out.

Dayton sat on the edge, resting his head in his hands.
What was he going to do?

Sean stayed silent, simply eyeing him with a deep frown as he laid down.

Dayton looked depressed...miserable...
And that was something big, Dayton Nielsen did NOT look like that on a normal day...

"Dayton." Sean whined. "Whats wrong with you?"

"Nothing is wrong with me..." He shook his head, glancing around the room.

"Liar... you look all... depressed. I've never seen you this depressed." He frowned.

"Im not depressed..."
He was thought.

"Such a liar Dayton." He hummed lightly.

"Go to sleep." He sighed softly, massaging his temples.

"Not until you talk to me." Sean moved so he was on his knees in Dayton's lap. "You know you can talk to me, you can tell me anything."

"No I cannot, not this time Sean..." He wished he could...He needed to talk to Sean about his feelings but he was scared of what the boy would say..

"Please?" Sean sighed softly. "I don't like you being so upset..."

"I can't help but be upset...im losing you." He gently stroked the boys cheek.

Sean raised an eyebrow.
"What do you mean losing me?"

Dayton sighed, simply pressing Sean to his chest so the boy couldnt see his face.
"I love you....and your leaving me....your going to find someone else..."

Sean frowned lightly.
"I'll always be here for you we just... won't be able to fuck.." He reached up to stroke Dayton's hair.

"Thats the thing...its not just fucking to me anymore...." He admitted softly, letting one lone tear drip down his cheek.
He never cried though.

Sean blinked, his heart pounding. Was this happening?
"I... really?"

"Really...I am...so in love with you Sean...I just...im not ready to be in a relationship...Im scared if I do get in one...I might fuck up in some way and then you wont ever talk to me again..."

"I'm in love with you too..." Sean whispered softly. "I'm just...I want a relationship and you don't..." He sighed.

"Not that I dont want one...I do...im just scared...and I dont know what to do now...I only wanted to have one with you and you want to move on..."

"Why are you so scared...?" He frowned lightly.

"Im scared Sean, that if I get drunk or something Ill cheat on you...I would never forgive myself for that...Your so special...And im just...im slowly getting off other people...have you noticed all those drawers in here for other people are gone except three? And one is yours...im trying...I just...it takes time..."

"Dayton... I love you.. please... don't be scared. If you hurt me... we can get past it just... you're hurting me so much worse like we are now.."

"You say that now but when I fuck up and hurt you, you will leave me and I will never see you again and I dont think I can live like that..." He wrapped his arms around Sean's waist.