Re: Your Sacrifice Is The Price I Pay To Be Free

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 12:49 am

"I understand if you don't want to date me anymore. I deserve it." John looked down.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 12:52 am

"Stop putting words and things into my head." Mike looked at John. "If it happens again Im dead, big woop."

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 12:55 am

"Mike..." John sighed. "You need someone who will take care of you. Maybe that nurse, she was nice.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 12:58 am

"You point is?" Mike asked raising an eyes brow. "An hour ago you couldn't live without me. Were you lying because you felt bad?"

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:03 am

"no not at all!" John exclaimed. "I just... look what I did to you. I don't want to hurt you again.... Mike I saw this coming... do you remember that dream?"

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:04 am

"Yeah, so? You haven't had another so im fine. Are you breaking up with me?' Mike asked incredulously.

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:08 am

"I can't break up with you. I love you too much. I just know I'm not good for you."

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:14 am

"So, how do you know whats 'good' for me John?" Mike looked up at him with loving eyes/

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:16 am

"Well good is someone who doesn't almost kill you." John said honestly, but with a slight joking tone in his voice.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:19 am

"So what? Do you want me to take up with a butterfly, they cant hurt me." Mike smiled.

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:21 am

"Eh, I don't know. You're pretty fragile. I feel if I tickle ya too much youre gonna break."

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:23 am

"I probably would. Its not so much as my body, its my heart that fragile." Mike looked at John warily.

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 1:57 am

"I know. Believe me I know

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:43 am

"Im sure you do." John looked up at the ceiling. "Does it look bad?" Mike asked him, already knowing the answer.

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 4:47 am

"Way too bad." John shook his head sadly, and took Mike's hand.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:25 pm

Mike hmmmed. "You have sloppy hand writing." He smile at his lover, and really the N was sloppy.

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:31 pm

John shook his head and chuckled.
"I will never understand how you are joking about this."

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:39 pm

"Well, If I don't joke about it I will think about how bad it is. And if I do that the reality will set in."

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:41 pm

"Joking is fine too then." John smirked. He knew he didn't deserve Mike anymore but he didn't think he could survive if Mike left him.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:43 pm

Mike nodded. "I figured you would see it like that." Mike stared up at the ceiling, his eyes clouded with pain.

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:47 pm

John walked over and sat back down beside him.
"I love you Mike. A lot. Even though I screwed up."

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:48 pm

Mike resisted the urge to roll his eyes, if he meant so much why would John try and kill him.

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:56 pm

"I really do. I know it's hard to believe. I was just scared... and confused. And stupid." John sighed, resting a gentle hand on Mike's shoulder.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon Oct 25, 2010 2:58 pm

Mike didn't move, if he had been in John's place he would not have hurt him, Mike would have rather died than cause John such pain.

by **John Cena** Mon Oct 25, 2010 3:04 pm

"Do you want me to leave Mike?" John asked. He didn't want to but he would if thats what Mike wanted.

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