I Dream Of Death

"Yeah......" Mike nodded. "Critter too?" He wondered, it would be different that way but he could take it.

"Yes." Alex said, then he contemplated something. "And if it would be okay with him, I'd like to do it once with just us. Just one more time for old time's sake..."

"I don't think he will mind......I think he was trying to get you to warm up to the idea of him kissing me because he said for a successful relationship we all should love each other...and it would just be weird for him not to be able to kiss when he is loving someone...I know him."

"Well I'm sorry... I'll never be able to warm up to that." Alex sighed.

"Do you not want him to love me? Or not me to love him? Or what?"

"I... don't want you to love him. I guess I'm afraid of you doing to me what I did to you. You haven't really been with anyone since me other than Daffy and that was by force. I don't want you to finally realize how much of an asshole I am and how you deserve much, much better..."

Mike frowned.
"You seriously think I can love anyone more....Alex baby just because you can dont mean I can. I mean I do love him but never as much as you."

"I never thought I'd love anyone as much as you. Until I started dating him. What if it's something about him? What if you do the same thing?"

"Alex....I know there is something special about him I have known him my whole life but you are my one true love. Maybe I will love him but never like I do you."

"Mike, I... I want him to make love to you. Just you two. I'll leave the room. It'll kill me inside but that is the only way I'll know if you really can't love him like you love me." Alex sighed.

Mike was very silent.
"You just told him he couldn't kiss me and now you want to leave us and let him make love to me?"

"Mike I don't want him to. It's making me sick just thinking of it. But I need to know. I need to know now." Alex sighed. "Please."

Mike looked a little frightened.
He was sore and he wanted Alex to be the first one to touch him but if that's what Alex wanted then he would let it happen.
"Can he kiss me? And do you want us to do it now?"

"Yes he can...." Alex grimaced. He honestly thought he would be sick. "And as soon as possible baby."

Mike sighed and nodded.
"Ill go get Lane...."
He stood u, his body trembling.

"Let me explain it to him. He'll think you've gone insane and don't know what you're talking about." Alex gave a half assed smile although his stomach was filled with dread.

Mike nodded and came back with Lane a few minutes later.

"What do you want?"

"I want you to make love to Mike." Alex said simply.

"You just him me for kissing him and now you want me to fuck him?"

"No. I want you to make love to him. Weren't you listening?"

"I just kissed him and you had a problem. You want me to make love to him now?"
What in the hell goes through his head.

"That's what I said. You want a hearing aid?" Alex raised a brow.

Lane growled.
"Im not the one who went form 'dont fucking touch him!' to 'Please Lane I want you to screw him!'"
Mike sighed. "Lane...please..." He asked with those big baby blue eyes.
Lane couldn't say no.
"Okay...." He took Mike's hand and led him to his room, shutting the door.

Alex's stomach made a sickly gurgling noise. He frowned, tears brimming his big blue eyes. He walked out of the house, needing to get away. He didn't want to hear any noises that might come from that room.

Nearly three hours later they emerged from the room. Mike's lips were kiss swollen, a purplish bit mark much like the one Lane had given Alex adorned Mike's shoulder. He was extremely sore now, that had only torn him more but Critter hadn't been rough, he was just that damaged from Daffy and having to do it again so soon. Mike couldn't walk without limping so Critter carried him. They sat in the living room and waited for Alex, Critter laying down and Mike laying on his chest.
((And for the Mike/Lane love making scene go here https://slashcentral.forumakers.com/savannah-s-art-works-f36/a-million-kissesmike-lane-t463.htm#26139))