I Dream Of Death

"Alex....Its okay, im fine. He didn do too much." Mike nuzzled Alex's cheek.

"I love you Mike. And yes he did. You're not okay. And you're not fat." Alex frowned.

Mike froze.... Had Alex been paying attention to all of that? He was getting fat, but Alex had been listening to Daffy or he wouldnt have said anything. "You were listening to that?"

"How could I not? He was repeating it cause he's an asshole. You're not fat Mikey... far from it..."

"Alex, I have gained weight and I dont like it, im just going to lose a little more...
He didnt have enough weight on him to lose anymore and be able to afford it.

"Mike no. I want my Mikey back... you're too bony... it's not normal. It's frightening." Alex frowned.

Mike stepped away from Alex and looked down. All he saw was what Daffy had put in his head, a disgusting excuse for a man....

"Mike... this is not normal." He was able to grab Mike's shoulderblade easily as it stuck out of his back.

Mike rolled his shoulders. "Yeah cuz im so fucking fat." He spat, he was disgusted with himself.

"How in the world do you think you're fat?!" Alex exclaimed poking his ribcage which was clearly visible.

Mike hissed, that hurt more than it should have. Of coarse his ribs were cracked and they poked out but still.

"Sorry." Alex apologized quickly. "But baby you are not fat at all. You need to get fattER."

Mike wrinkled his nose. "That in the hell ever." He shook his head, he did not need to gain anything.

Alex sighed.
"What has he done to you...?"

Mike shrugged. "I have no idea what all he has done to tel the honest to God truth."

"Well he's made you think you're fat for one..." Mike was the complete opposite of fat...

"I am fat." Mike pointed out. In his mind he really was fat and gross.

"You are absolutely NOT. Stop thinking that." Alex frowned.

Mike rolled his eyes. "You just being nice, stop it Alex." He was not falling for it.

"Mike I'm not lying. You are grossing me out a bit but not because you're fat, because you need to be bigger. You're too skinny.

Mike turned his hurt eyes to the ground, he knew he was gross but having Alex say it....it hurt worse....Hurt worse than anything Daffy said.

Alex's heart ached. Mike wasn't gross. But Alex knew that was the only way he'd ever get him to gain weight.

Sarah paused and looked thoughtful. "Then did he gross you out when he had cancer? He was maybe this big if not SMALLER." She looked at him.

"Sarah..." Alex groaned. "No he was not."

"Yeah he was, I saw him. I looked out for him." she went over to Mike and looked him up and down. "Hell he was atleast a pound smaller."