Listen To The Thunder

"Well any suggestions? Yknow for how to do it?" Rick asked.

"Pills....But you know...Im scared for you, I have always feared death, even though im dead and my death was slow and painful but I died in Alex's arms. Its just closing your eyes and never opening them again." Mike shivered. "Maybe you should just live..."

"Hey, I'm not afraid of death. Never have been." Rick shrugged. "Hmm, I dunno bout pills though. I was thinking bout sticking a gun down my throat. Heard that's guarenteed to work..." He nodded.

"Oh Rick....Kevin wont like it, will have a fit if you tell him your going to do that. And I guess you dominate fuckers in the relationship just dont mind death."

Rick chuckled.
"Guess not... Well maybe I just won't tell him til after I do it."

"He will be upset either way. He is so in love with you..........Sydney was always Alex's favorite, daddys girl. Kevin is mommas boy weather he likes it or not. I dont know if Alex can love Kevin like he does Sydney. Alex Jr just dont care."

"I think he does. He just has an odd way of showing it." Rick smiled softly.

"Your probably right but im momma, I watch you all because you are all my babies, even you and Alex."

Rick grinned.
"Awww I'm special." He laughed.

"You are, you really are because Kevin....He loves you...he let you take his virginity and get him pregnant and dont laugh, your special to him your special to me."

"I won't laugh. I love that I'm the only perosn he's been with. It makes me feel so special." He smiled.

Mike frowned a bit....Quincy had forced his baby to do so much and Kevin was Rick's now.

"As far as I know Quincy hasn't gone THAT far, has he?" Rick asked.

"I don't know really only who knows that is Kevin and Quincy..." Mike fidgeted.

"I really don't think so. He was so tight." Rick shook his head not wanting to think of that.

"Oh, his first time was all yours. But he left when you took Syd back and im not sure what all has gone on since then..."

Rick sighed.
"I'll find out." He nodded. "God..." He didn't know what he'd do..

Mike stood up ad carded his hands through Rick's hair.He was worried about the suicide thing...

Rick gave a small smile up at Mike.
"Thanks Mike. Thanks for caring."

"Your my baby now, I told you that. Imma momma now so get used to it." Mike kissed his temple and stared at him worridly.

Rick grinned.
"Well thank you mom." He chuckled and pecked his cheek. "So, is Alex going to murder me or what?"

"No, I laid it out for him, he is not to touch you.....But he is very pissed of me so im not going to fuck with him anymore for a while, maybe give him time to cool down."

Rick nodded.
"God, I'm sorry." He caressed Mike's bruised cheek lightly.

"Baby don't be sorry. I made you do that, and it was sweet how you were resisting but we both know I deserve it." He sighed and shook his head. "I can't believe I hurt my baby."

"You didn't deserve that Mike. No matter what you did. You were sorry and you didn't mean to." He frowned.