I Dream Of Death

"I just... can't picture anyone else kissing him or him all over anyone else... it makes me sick Lane." Alex sighed. "I need to be with him. But I need you too."

Lane bit his lip.
"I don't know what to do......if it were anyone but him, I wouldn't let you touch them or have them touching you. But this is Mikey, our Mikey and I know he needs you......And you need him."

Alex sighed.
"Lane why are you so amazing? You're so excepting of everything. I'm too selfish to share either of you." Alex sighed.

"I would fucking murder someone if they put there hands on you and they weren't Mike I wasn't kidding, if that Chris guy would have tried that shit with you and I was around for it he would be dead at hell." Critter grumbled.

"But this is Mike..."
He frowned.
"Im not sure what to do......you need us both."

"I do..." Alex sighed. Why did this have to be so frustrating?

"What are we going to do? We have to do something soon are Sarah will take Mike away, I know she will."

"How the fuck were you ever with her? You are one of the sweetest people I've ever met and her, she's just... err." Alex growled. "I never get how you and Mike were with Sarah and Daffy. It just irritates me."

"When we were smaller they were good to us. Sarah is good to me she just dont like you hurting Mike..."

"Well if she would take two goddamn seconds to get to know me maybe she'd see why I do these things. And Daffy, well Daffy's just a fucking piece of shit."

"Alex.........Mike needs someone to love him and he dont want anyone but you. She knows this, she hates that you cant just love us both equally."

"Well she doesn't fucking know how it feels. No one knows what goes through my mind."

"No one really knows whats going through his either."
Critter mussed as he looked down and the small man in his arms.

"Yeah, no one seems to give a damn about me though. Everyone just yells at me and tells me to just love you both the same. Well If I could I would dumbasses." Alex grumbled.

"Alex, me and Mike care. You should know that we do. He thinks more of you and what you want than about himself."

"I know you care. You just gotta understand it's not as easy as you make it seem..."

"I know and im sorry. Im just desperate to find a way to make this whole thing work out....."

"Me too baby me too." Alex sighed.

"So........the three way wont work because im cant have my lips on him?"

"Sort of..." Alex blushed lightly. He was being so over protective.

"Sort of? So I can fuck him and you wont care as long as I dont kiss him?"

"Yeah.. that makes no sense whatsoever." Alex sighed. "But yes."

Critter almost choked.
"I can fuck him....make love to him but I cant kiss him?"

"Ehem I said fuck not make love."Alex stuck his tongue out.

"Fucking is being rough and just wanting to get off. I wont be rough with him."

"Well then be gentle." Alex frowned.