I Dream Of Death

"Alex baby, this isn't healthy, you need one or the other and you need to chose soon or else deal with what me and Mike chose for you...."

"F-fine..." Alex said. "Y-you." Alex stammered.

Lane pulled Alex to his chest.
"Okay then....you have got to except that Mike.....Is gone."
No matter what Mike would forever belong to Alex.
Mike would always love Alex.
Mike would always be Mike Riley at heart.

Alex let out his loudest, most heartbreaking sob yet.
Mike was gone. The man he had loved for twenty five amazing years... His heart ached. His stomach churned.
It was like in all the movies. Right now was where the little montage played of all their memories together in his head, and he bawled even harder.

Lane held him tightly. He would never know what that felt like. Mike had been forced to let go of the man he loved ever since he met him, the man he loved even though he had replaced him. Mike love was unconditional for Alex, no mater how many times Alex hurt him.

"L-lane." Alex cried as the memories just kept coming.
Their first kiss.
Their first time making love.
The first time Mike said I love you.
The day Mike found out he was pregnant.... then lost the child.
When Mike finally gave birth to their two beautiful babies. How he had kept fighting to stay alive.
Their wedding day, the tears swimming in those baby blue eyes when he finally said those two words that Alex had wanted him to say since the day they met. "I do."
He couldn't take it.

"Boo, shhhhhh." Lane tried to sooth his lover but there was not way to mend that sort of heart break. He had lost the man who he had loved for over twenty five years, the mother of his children, the face he say when he woke up and went to be for almost thirty year.
He lost Mike.

Alex wanted to. He wanted to stop being a baby. He had Lane. Lane was an amazing man. But he was not Mike.

Lane sighed in defeat.
"You really can't be without him can you? You need him...."

Alex shrugged.
He didn't know if it would get better over time or not.
But he knew if he had chosen Mike he would be crying just the same over Lane.

"The choice has been made, Mike is good as gone and your mine." Lane kissed his head. He knew Alex could not do a three way. He was a one man sort of guy.

Alex sniffled and nodded.
"Y-yours..."

"And Mike is Daffy's....." Lane muttered quietly as he laid down on the bed and rapped Alex up in his arms.

Alex pretended not to hear that. Mike might not be his anymore but he was NOT Daffy's.

Speaking of Mike he was taking a rather cruel verbal beating from Daffy as he rammed in and out of Mike abused bleeding hole. He told him of how Alex just got him over there so Lane could fuck him one good time, Alex wanted to see the pain in Mike's eyes when he told him once again that he wanted Lane more. He wanted to hurt Mike, he was jealous because Daffy could. Alex had made that mark just to fuck with Mike's head, which Daffy had already carved his marks over the scar. And then they had fucked in Mike's bed to mock him.

"L-lane... Daffys hurting him." Alex sniffled. He could not get this out of his mind.

"I know he is....I just know..."
He didn't want to think about it though.

Alex whimpered, burying himself deeper into Lane's chest, inhaling the scent. That scent always calmed him.

Sarah had went to Daffy's and saw what was happening, she bust into the room.
"Where in the hell is that knife!!!!!!! You two might not give a damn but im not gunna sit here why he rapes and tortures my Mikey."

Alex whimpered again, handing her the blood stained knife.
"Hurt him for me. Please. Lane won't let me do it myself."

"Lane! He is raping him! I just went over there...m-my poor Mikey.." She whimpered. "Let him kick Daffy's ass!" She took Alex's hand and tugged him out the door and all the way to Daffy's house where you could clearly see Mike tied to the bed as Daffy fucked him.

Alex's vision turned red. The most evil grin spread across his face. Finally.
"You have no clue how long I've wanted to do this to you, Dustin." Alex laughed as he took the knife from Sarah and ran at Daffy. HE tackled him to the ground, off of Mike. He then proceeded to stab every part of him he could reach. Punching, kicking, scratching, screaming, hell, even biting. Everything he could to cause Daffy as much pain as possible. And it felt fucking good. Daffy might be strong enough to overpower Mike but he was no match for Alex and he knew it.

Mike screamed and got up, he tackled Alex. Daffy was all he had now, Alex had Lane and Lane had Alex and Sarah was just there. Daffy was all Mike had....
"Alex, S-Stop it! He is all I-I got left." Mike wailed as he ripped the knife out of Alex's hands.

"NO FUCKING WAY IS HE GETTING AWAY WITH THIS AGAIN!" Alex screamed, he could do without the knife. He just continued punching.

Mike growled and jumped on top of Daffy; covering him so that if anything Alex was punching Mike.