I Dream Of Death

"Okay..." Alex nodded. He had been under too much stress lately. He needed to stop worrying about every little thing.

Mike sighed and kissed Alex cheek.
"You seem stressed, whats wrong with you? What are you worried for."

"Everything baby. I'm just worrying about everything." Alex sighed, stroking Mike's hair.

"Can I help in anyway?"
He wanted to purr as the hand stroked his hair.

"Not really baby." Alex sighed. "I don't think anyone can help but myself."

"What can you do then? Whats the problem?" Mike cocked his head to the side.

"The problem is I can't choose between you two. And quite frankly I don't want to. And I can't stand the thought of you two... together."

Mike grew quiet.
"You dont want either of us with anyone but you huh?"

"yeah... I'm sorry. I know I'm selfish and that isn't fair but that's just how I am."

"What are we going to do? If you can have both of us then you should have just let me go when Quinton asked...I know I was going to be rejected again. I dont want to force you to do this with us both."

"Mike no, please. I need you. I need both of you so if this is the only way I can have you both then I have to at least try don't I?"

"Alex, what are you going to do if it comes down to us making love and he touches me or I touch him?"

"I... I don't know." Alex sighed. Well those five stress free minutes were nice.

"Do you think you can stand it?" Mike inquired, they needed to find out.

"I don't know." This was all he could say on the matter. He really had no clue.

Mike bit his lip, maybe they should try it. Just to see how Alex reacted, if he really could take it.

"I'm afraid Mike..." Alex sighed. "What if I hurt you or Lane? Like I did when he kissed you before?"

"I am now used to being hit on and Critter will just brush it off, we need to try it at least once."

"F-fine..." Alex said nervously. He didn't know if this was a good idea but he had to try.

Mike nodded and took his hand before going to the bed room and waking Lane up. He explained the situation and Lane agreed.

Lane stood up and tugged Alex's clothes of before removing his own, then he gently pulled Mike's off.

Alex's stomach churned. He knew this would not end well. He just had that feeling.

Lane had gotten better at being bottom, he even like it sometimes and this was one of those times.
"Alex, top me tonight, please."
Alex would fuck him and he would fuck Mike.

"..." Alex sighed. He was hoping he could have been in the middle. Or even Mike could have fucked Lane, that would have been okay. But Lane fucking Mike...

Lane smiled sweetly as he kissed Alex before kissing Mike's cheek. He ran his hands up and down Mike's abdomen, he spread Mike's legs and kissed the inside of his thigh.
"Alex, you need to do something. Don't just sit there" He muttered as he continued to kiss around Mike's sex.

Alex grumbled, lightly shoving Lane away and capturing Mike's lips in a deep, rough kiss.