I Will Stand By You Forever

Alex's eyes widened as he remembered the promise he made Critter about what they'd do on their wedding night... he hoped Lane didn't remember it.

Lane grinned.
"I know what we're doing tonight."
He hummed alone to the radio.

"Cuddling on the couch and watching movies?" Alex asked hopefullly.

"You promised Boo."
Critter watched him from the corner of his eye.

Alex sighed.
"I know I did baby."

Critter went back to driving, his stomach doing flips as he thought about what was to come.

"Do I have to?" Alex groaned, he could tell his husband was nervous about this.

"Alex....you promised." Critter reminded softly. He was very nervous but he wanted this.

"I know I did... but I can tell you're nervous..." He sighed. "And I can't hurt you."

"Alex, its going to be my first time. Its normal to be nervous and you might have to this once.

ALex groaned.
"I really don't wanna hurt you darlin..."

Critter sighed, his face at fallen and he looked straight on, like he was angry and sulking but he wasn't he was hurt that Alex didn't want to do it.

"Baby, don't be mad... I just don't like hurting you." Alex sighed, resting his head on Critter's shoulder.

Critter sighed. "Hurting me more but not doing it." He muttered under his breath.

"Oh baby... I want to. I really do. I just know from experience how bad it hurts."

"Have you seen all the scars on my body? I think I can take a little pain."
Critter snapped.

"I know you can. But I don't want to be the one causing it." Alex said... he didn't like this. Critter and he had never really fought before and it was looking as if that was where this was leading.

"You know what fine, then don't."
Critter's jaw was set in a firm clench, his eyes on the road.

Alex sighed and sat back in his seat, pulling his knees up to his chest.
"I will baby."

"No, im not forcing you. You dont want to make love to me then fine."
He would not cry. Most people would if they felt like he did but he couldn't.

"Baby that's not it at all. Don't be like this please." Alex didn't like when Lane put up this tough exterior. Especially towards him.

"Im not doing anything. im driving, im not yelling, cursing, or crying."
He had yet to look over at his husband.

"You know what I mean Lane. You're snapping at me." Alex sighed.

"Okay then I wont talk"
He turned the radio on and looked to the road.

"Baby please. I'll make love to you alright? I want to I just don't want to hurt you. And you've gotten me used to being bottom now."